I won't close my eyes, they're on to you
info
entries
hookups
backtracks
|
|
Info
![]() +NurMalina' +A Year Older on November27 +Wacky Nineteen! Msn: switnana_14@hotmail.com -Facebook. ![]() +Blissfully Attached with Sabariman Iswadi.♥ The Love, The Heart, The Precious, The Sweetheart, My Everything! :D The Only Guy I Wished To Spent My Whole Life With. The Guy Who Call Me His Baby. I Love You, Iman. |
Links
♥♥Ashikin.♥♥Nadzira. ♥♥Farina ♥♥Fawwaz ♥♥SyafiqahNadira ♥♥Shazlina. AmirahFatin. Amy. Afiqah. Atikah. Aishah. ♥Bebee. Diyan. Elisa. Farid. FeoNa. FionaLiza. ♥Fadilah. Hakimi. Hidayah. Hanisah. Ifah. Jiawen. Jasper. Lela. ♥Laa`Laa. Mayamin. Nadd&Aki. NanaGoldies. ♥Nafisah. ♥Nadia. Puteri. Radzi. Roxybabe. ♥Rasyiqah. Safuan. Serenade. Shuchun. Shacute.
|
Articulate
|
TOP OF PAGE
Friday, September 18, 200911:00 PM
![]() in the room,alone. thinking of my past. my past with him. my first moment with him. everssince 2006. he,whom i called my boyfriend/my lifepartner. this is the day, after so long, we quarrel. yes. a sudden change in him made a big impact in my life. today is the day, he shouted, he hurl words at me but i kept my cool. i dont know what he turned to. all i did was to cry over the phone while he behave like a mad dog. i guess a mad dog will never behave this way. i dont understand what hes up to. i cant be bothered with his stupid attitude he gave and so i hung up the phone. rest my ears. and called up the little angle for some sharing of stories. alhamdulilah she understands me. she understand what is going on. she helped me forget about it by talking about her school stuff and about someone shes having a crush on a few minutes later, an old friend called. he was asking if im okay when he heard my voice. i tried to lie to him but being him, who knew me inside out. i was forced to tell him what happened so i had no choice but to tell him. alhamdulilah,another person who understands my situation. another person who promised to go through all this with me. i thanked Allah for the wonderful friends he gave me. i was about to dial Rasyiqah's number but i suddenly remembers about her losing her voice so i dropped the idea. so babe, do text me orr call once u read this aye. i guess i have to tell you this. raya is the day after tomorrow. a day where by i get to meet all my relatives. i get to eat all those good foods. but this year will be the 2nd year celebrating raya without beloved granny, 5 year and 9 year without both the grandaddy. hummz. im missing them too much! too much! and im crying thinking of them. sighh on the brighter note, i cant wait to meet all the cousins. missing each and evryone of them. i hope this arguement wont be drag till raya. im meeting him tmr, i hope everythings gonna be alright! insyallah. no matter how bad ur attitude is, i still love you, alot! *akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti* with love, NurMLN
|