my baby bam is already in his lalaland.
while me, still chatting, bloghopping and facebook-ing.
hmm.
i cant get myself to slepp and i dont know why.
insomnia??? oh tidakkkK!!!!!!!!!

i have been having this thinking lately.
all the questions start with 'what if'.
hmm.
i once asked Akbar, "what if pur relationship cant last long?"
he answered with a relax tone
f you think that way then ALLAH will make that thing happen. i want you to
think that we can last long till our last breath."
the point is, dont ever have a negative thinking.
im sure lots of girls have that negative thinking, for me
ive stop all that because once bitten twice shy.
it happens to me before and thats why i stop.
i think every of Akbar's words is true. im proud of him.
bam, if you happen to read this, i just wanna say
i love you so much and i am proud having you as my better half!

oh anw, his birthday is this tuesday.
ive planned something out on sunday.
will be celebrating it with CousinApit's family
after Festival Melayu Ada. hopefully they can make it.
cos i know he will be very happy to have the four gorgeous
princess with him. right baby?
HAHAHA

with love,
NurMLN