its only 10:30pm now but dearest loverboy is already asleep.
haiyerrr. but still we managed to have a good 10 mintues chat, finally.
actually we should have this talk two days ago but for the past two days he slept
without me knowing. i called his hp but no answer so i know da gone case dah.
he text me in the morning apologising and i say "tonight must talk ok."
he ok go only with my decision. hehehehe
eversince he started his new job last week, we have never
had time to talk on the phone be it in the morning,afternoon or night time.
we only changes some text messages. less than 10 ,essage ok! and the most sad thing is
we only meet once a week. aduhhh. its hard for me as im already
used to meet him two or three days per week. but still,
i have to understand his situation. last week, i kept on complaining and telling
him that i miss him and stuff. i told him im not used to be this way
but all he said was "i miss you too but pelan pelan ok syg. boleh punye one day."
hahahaha. im still trying my best, bie. dont worry. ill get used to it soon ok. trust me.
so anw, we make full use of the 10 minutes talk, we catch things up.
till he kept quiet and i asked him "nak tido tak?"
he answered "bole." in a very soft tone. i know that hes veryvery tired.
hung up and two minutes later i received a text from him saying
"goodnight syg. i love you." and that text is enough to put a smile on my face and
i can sleep peacefully already. hehehehe

tomorrow is friday. i dont know when we will be meeting.
its either saturday or sunday.
hmm. all depends on him. see if hes not tired.
if luck wasnt on my side, we wont be meeting for this week. humph.
i miss loverboy already, very very very very much!

on the other hand, im missing Dudu,Dodo,Nad,Azree and Azizi.
i dont know when can we have a gathering.
dont tell me that we have to wait till CousinLala wedding sua.
hahaha. im sure im gonna asked you all out next week.
i wanna go swimming! i wanna go swimming! i wanna go swimming!
hahahaha. babies, i miss you all.


Sya,Farina,Kakak and Kak Jiji, where have you all been?
its hard to meet you girls nowadays. its been ages babes.
please plan something soon. im missing you girls very much!
too much to be exact! ):

im now chatting with MuhdNizamZailan whom i missed soooo
damn fcuking much!
he asked me about LOVE. yes. read:LOVE!
hahaha. i guess someone is in love now.
hopefully! but studies come first uh.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. meet soon JI! (:

eh,Adam Lambert Hotstuff eh?
matair aku tak layan when i told him Adam Lambaert Hotstuff.
HAHAHAHAHA. kire dier nak orang cakap dier lagik hotstuff la tu.
bie, you hotstuff in my eyes only la ok. very very hot. hehehe

with love,
NurMLN