(picture editted by Nizam.)

its 1:45am now and im not asleep yet.
i dont know why but its simply hard for me
to get to sleep tonight.
usually this time im on the phone with bf or
Rufi. but now Rufi's out of town and bf ?
he's busy with his second wife now. grrrrrr.

on a brighter note, the little niece, Umairah is
back here again!. she came to my house.
i graab her and kiss her all over her face.
only God knows how much i miss this little one.
boooo.(:

oh anw, its the 6th day of fasting now.
kinda fast huh. and i managed to fast everyday.
alhamdulilah. heeee.

life been great. with wonderful, beautiful people around me.
hahaha. work wise was so-so la.
eversince the start of fasting, the family never fail to
breakfast together. i love it soo much.
on wednesday, bf breakfast over at my place together with the family
simply because nenek cook roti boyan and sambal udang
which is his favourite! hahaha.
nasib u came at the right day eh b? HAHAHA
same goes for the next day. he breakfast over at my place again
with the intention to help ayah paint the gate after magrib but immediately after magrib,
ayah decided to go geylang. so terbantot sekejap semangat nak paint the gate.
HAHAHA. we hit geylang as ibu wanted to get the lampu kelap kelip.
we saw abang's ex gf, kak yana. getting gorgeous and tembam.
bf bought me the Escada perfume. thanks b.
home sweet home at almost 12am. (:

and today the plan to breakfast with the mates went well.
congrats to Afiqah and Safuan for making Shafiq terkejot berok sekejap.
hahahaha.
so anw, at first i was having this 50-50 feeling of going or not
since me and bf are not in good terms.
we fought like again. and this time its worst!
so around 4+pm, i decided to go. get ready and meet the
rest at Orchard Stn.
once reached, theres Is,Wan,Fiq,Ezul, and Jon.
walked around Paragon and meet Safuan's friend,
Aizad if im not wrong. nearly 645pm, we went up
to Ayam Penyet Ria for breakfast. minutes later, Afiqah
came with a chocolate cake. hahahahahahaha.
shafiq was surprised! hahahaha. dengar2 Afiqah kat KL?
kwang kwang kwang. (:
its Shafiq's advance birthday surprise and also Aizad's.
see. how lucky can shafiq be man. having such a lovely gf.
stomach bloated and they decide to walk around but me,
i went home, not. its all because of bf i lost my mood.
oh this sucks man.! and stupid me, i board the wrong bus.
da sesat and finally cabbed home.
once home, the little niece, Umairah asked me,
"kenape aunty nangis?" and she wipe off my tears.
shes such a sweetheart. (: ily u'u..

and tomorrow will be heading to geylang again
with bf after work.
most prolly with the family toooo.

new message received,
from: Shafiq.
time: 12:16am.
date:7 september 2008.

"Guyz! thx a lot for dat surprise.. i was totalli shock n i didnt
suspect anything from you guyz.. u ol got me.. i luv u ol.!
btw i was emotional and nearly cried infront of u ol.
iqah,wan,zul,nana,jon,is n aizad, thx for making my dae.. thz n tkc i wish u ol da
best in wateva u do. as for Is, gd luck for NS! n aizad, Happi
bdae in advance!"

well thats the sms from him.
so shafiq, hope you had fun just now!
another outing next week aye. plan plan plan!
Happy Super Advance Birthday ! heeeee.
and thanks for the concern brother! (:

to Iskandah,
Good luck for NS !
"have fun" thereeeee. and to
'you' tooo. you know who you are.
take care over there aye! (:

with love,
Nur Malina.