its 12:03 am now.
and currently on the phone with epul.
yes. its been a long time we din get to talk like this.
as usual we exchange stories.
he was shocked to hear about our break ups. hahaaa

me: "pul,we broke up ady siak."
him: "huh?? serious pe nana? takmo tipu i siak."
me:"serious shit punyer. go call him if you tak caye. i dont know whats
happening to us uh but now we still in contact uh."
him: "mampos. sedih bulu sak. org baru ingat nak makan nasi minyak tk lame lagik.hahahaha
btw, knape seh dgn korg? eh nana almost 2 years tau.
tak sayang ke r'ship korang? ish ni due ekor mmg uh. but goood uh
korang still friends and in contact.at least theres still a chance for both of you
to get back together."
me: "tu lah. im still hoping for the best. i miss the time with him."
him: "tau pon miss.hahah.will pray for you both. dont worry k budak kecik.
me: "thanks epul.ur the best. hahhaha"
him: "mcm paham. yela part ni aku je the best. hahahaha"

well seriously thanks alot epul. heheeee. (:

true enough i still do love him.
i miss him and every moment we had. haiyaaaa.
only god knows how much i misss Mohamed Akbar.

and rosz, i know ur trying ur best to help us get back together.
hahaha. insya'allah kalau ade jodoh ok.
oh yes. rosz wanted to help us get back together befor our 2 years
anniversary which falls on the 1May2008. how sweet can she be.
hahahaha. lets just pray aye rosz. i know uve tried ur best.
i thank you for that.

oh. yesterday 30 minutes night talk with mama was the best.
it really open us my heart man. the advice she gave.
the motivation and all. shes the best mama.

her: "nana da mcm anak mama dah. mama nak yg terbaik utk nana.
mama da go thru all this so mama paham. mama tahu betape peritnyer
to go thru all this but u have to be strong."
me: "im trying to mama. trying my very best to be strong and face all this.
nana tau ni semue dugaan."
her: "ape2 pon, just bear in mind that mama,fahmy and abg han is always supporting you
dari belakang. dont be too sad ok. nana may call mama anytime you want.
tak semestinyer akbar anak mama, mama akan supprt dier sorang aje.
u r like my own so feel free to drop by our place and call anytime.
ingat satu, kuatkan semangat. berdoa pada tuhan dan banyakkan bersabar.
paham tak nana? mama akan doakan semoga korang akan back as one. and mcm dulu
lagik ok?"
me: "paham ma. nana akan cube sedaye upaya. mama dont worry ok. thanks alot mama.

this is some of the convo that i can remember. super sweet la mama.
shes been helping us also. ily mama.
and wait, mama, ur english POWER LA SEYYYYYYYY !!!!
hhahahahaha

alright. i guess till here.

fcukk ! im still UNEMPLOYED !!!!
fcuk ! fcuk ! fcuk !
mak aku da bising !! booooooo. ):

nanaa'
12:25am. (: