hello earthlingsssss.
oh well. 15 days has passed.
im still in the process of clearing him from my mind.
yes. im trying hard with the help of my love ones. e.g,
rasyiqah,mommy,brother,bebee kecik,fahmy and mama.
thanks all.

oh btw, i swear i regret trusting that ROSZANNA.
so much of wanna help me and akbar get back together.
so much of being a TRUE FRIENDS.
so much for ur NO SECRET BETWEEN US.
so much for ur FRIENDS FOREVER.
padahal padahal eh.
hahaha. sumpah aku regret percayekan kau uh rosz.
i swear it really hurts me when i get to know the truth.
thanks alot ROSZANNA and MOHAMED AKBAR.
all the best to the both of you yawww. (:

on the brighter note, chat with the babygirl, bebee kecik few mins ago
in MSN.
yeah we had a goood talk.

i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
hello kak nana
NurMalina' (= says:
yes syg
NurMalina' (= says:
you not asleep yet?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
no
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
you?
NurMalina' (= says:
not yet.
NurMalina' (= says:
hows everyone at home?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
fine
NurMalina' (= says:
ok
NurMalina' (= says:
whos at home?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
mama,papa and bami
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
and don't even think about asking bout baba. hes never at hom
NurMalina' (= says:
no
NurMalina' (= says:
im soo not gonna ask about him.
NurMalina' (= says:
im over him
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
good girl
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
im so hepi for u kak nana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NurMalina' (= says:
heee
NurMalina' (= says:
he told me not to disturb his life anymore just now so ya im not gonna disturb lor.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
no more crying kaes
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
tell me about it
NurMalina' (= says:
ok. i tell u but promise dont tell anyone bout it ok
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
sure
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
you could trust me
NurMalina' (= says:
i trust u thats y im telling you
NurMalina' (= says:
he sms me just now like this "DONT DISTURB MY LIFE ANYMORE !! BYE !!!"
NurMalina' (= says:
thats the last msg he sent me.
NurMalina' (= says:
now he and rosz da tak kwn dgn kak nana.
NurMalina' (= says:
how sad but its ok for me.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
but you have me,abg fami and mama
NurMalina' (= says:
yup true enough.
.i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
i will confront my bro
NurMalina' (= says:
no. dont.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
he is too much you knoe
NurMalina' (= says:
jgn bebee. let him be. thats what he wants slame ni.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
i dont care whether he is my brother, just to think that he brought euu all along like this but the truth he doesnt luv euu
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
he is a complete furreak
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
you noe what abg fami bilang
NurMalina' (= says:
ape?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
kak rosz tu penipu
NurMalina' (= says:
ya i know.
NurMalina' (= says:
im just soo stupid to be friend and be close with her now see, they are the one who did this to me.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
u noe wht
NurMalina' (= says:
what dear?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
i don like kak rosz tt much
NurMalina' (= says:
ok. but why?
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
because of her attitude la.. mama also
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
she advice babar not to be close wt kak rosz
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
but he degil
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
later i believe she will cheat on him
NurMalina' (= says:
haha. for the past 2 days kak nana mcm diperbodohkan gituk
NurMalina' (= says:
bcos rosz told me that they din contact each other anymore but yest my friend told me that they lepak together.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
if she got msg u,forward to me in phone
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
all msg from baba and kak rosz
NurMalina' (= says:
ok. i got 100+ of msg that babar and kak rosz sent to me but i deleted all that ady.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
alah
NurMalina' (= says:
the recent one i send is what babar send to me
NurMalina' (= says:
soo much for a true friends.
NurMalina' (= says:
i thot true friends doesnt backstabb
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
ee bacstaber nyer
NurMalina' (= says:
thats why
NurMalina' (= says:
now u know how i feel
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
ya kesian kak nana
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
i get backstab quite a lot in pri
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
this is wat i do
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
i breathe in and out, saying to myself tt they will come to me in future and ask for forgiveness, saying it is nt my fault, saying tt i got so many other frens,why must it be them only to be my bez frenz,i will have many other gd frens in future i say all tt and breath in and out again then i sembahayang and say tt ALLAH is my very true fren who doesn backstab me .
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
will euu do this
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
do this 4 you,me and mama
NurMalina' (= says:
ive did that too since the day mama ask me to.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
well do it always
NurMalina' (= says:
alhamdulillah. im trying to overcome all this
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
delete their numbers,photos,watever things gt to do wit them
NurMalina' (= says:
ive deleted everything.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
come for the wednesday class at my house
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
youll feel more tenang
NurMalina' (= says:
oh anw, im changing num soon mayb tmr
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
gd
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
ermm,if euu tukar no,let me noe
NurMalina' (= says:
yup. i will inform u mama and fahmy.
i'M swEeT wHeN yOu BoUgHt mE,I'm SoUr wHeN yOu tHrOw Me... says:
good. dont sad2 anymore kaes i believe u r one strong lady

hahaha. how sweet can she be.
thats my babygirl. i love her like how i love mama and fahmy.
hmm.

so anw, last week interview went well.
2nd interview next week. wheeehooooooo.
i sooo cant wait bebeehhhhh.

for now, im soo gonna make myself busy all day long
so ya i wont be thinking about the past.
like what mama told me,
"whats past is past nana". oh love. hahaha

alright. logging off now.
midah calling.
goodnight earthlingsssss. (:

nanaa'
11:07pm. (: