Afternoon daily readerssss.
tuesday night received a call from the bestfriend.
well. we talked. im super happy ok get to talk with him.
afterwhich ex love called so yeah i put him in our(bestfriend&me)
conversation. they talked and they bully me !!!!!!!!!!
especially the bestfriend. sedih siak aku.but still i had fun talking
with the guys. ex love have to hung up so continue talking with bestfriend.
and bestfriend, hope ur doing fine with mimi now ok.
jangan gado2 ajelah. nanti kahwin baru tahu. hahahahahaha.
call me soooonnnnn. (:

oh yeah. speaking of ex love, did meet him on tuesday.
yes. the most hurtful day for me. eh Rasyiqah?
so the day started by meeting Syiqah at raffles.
then went for the job interview.(tis part confirm Syiqah laughing).
afterwhich we walked around clarke quay(again !). walk till we
reach marina square to have our lunch at kfc. and suddenly Rosz,ex love's
admire, sms me asking if we wanna meet up with them. agreed and met them
at vivo at 430pm but as usual janji melayu. they came at 530pm.
ok baik pe siak. hahaha. one solid hour we sat at the sky park listening to
jiwang songs. right Syiqah? haha.

they came and it was my first time meeting
Rosz. well. frankly she look like those minahreps. and i really thot that
she wear scarf when she goes out bcos i still remember akbar told me
that she came from a good family and she went for religious class
and all. tak ku sangka babe! but still, shes one nice and gorgeous babe la.
so yeah. they went to have their lunch but me and Syiqah sat outside and thats
when i breakdown. hahaha. cry baby sia aku. kan Syiqah kan??
then we had a talk together. Rosz are trying her best to bring me and ex love back
together but my heart keeps on saying NO to me. i just hate to see his face at first
but when Rosz said
"nana tak baik buat dier camtu. tak kesiankan dier ke? he's lost
and he's confuse. takmu tambahkan masalah dier lagik k."
and thats when i force myself to talk to him. *sorry ex love, your nomore in my heart.*
we talked and we started quarelling again at the train. oh fcuk.
this sucks man. hahah. small matter became VERY BIG !!!!!!
send Syiqah till outram and i went back to vivo alone. sat at the skypark again.
without me knowing, Rosz and ex love came and talk with me.
first time pe ex love bobal baik gituk ngn aku. siaksiak. haha.
and around 9+pm ex love sent me back home. thanks eh.
well. thats my tuesday. after that day i guess im strong enough to
forget him. oh man.

was browsing through the inbox few mins ago and i realised that theres alot
of sms with words of encouragement.

Fahmy: nana,cheer up !!! ami tau nana kuat. nana have to banyak bersabar.
mungkin ade hikmah disebalik ni. jangan risau. mungkin nana akan dapat
yang lebih hansome dari abang akbar.hahahaha. fahmy kan ade.

Rasyiqah: Mali,once kau da buat gini,dont look back. Biar nari kau abiskan airmata
kau kat die, tapi besok kau jgn nangis lagi untuk dier. kau deserve a better guy
and kau deserve to be treated like a princess. dont let urself suffer anymore. take 1 step at a time.
it was brave of you to so that. cry,scream all you want. let the stress go and babe, ur not alone.
let go the burden that have been on ur shoulder and u will feel so much better. ILY !

Mastura: dearie !!!!! jgn sedih2 !!!!! im here for you. sayang awak.

Didi: where is my cheerful fun loving girlfriend? hahahaha. cheer up babe.
you know i love you. hahaha.*malu i*. tc !

Midah: nana, dlm satu masalah,ade seribu huraian. breaking off bukan huraian yg baik...
carik jalan lain.. berdoa dan bertawakal pada allah. kalau u ade probs,takmu segan2 kol i tau.
im heree for you ok. i doakan u slalu tabah. heee.

thanks sooo much you guysssss.
lovelove kamu semua !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Rosz, thanks for ur help.
ily tooo !!!

nanaa'
6:05PM. (: